I Want to Ruin My Unrequited Love Chapter 18 has been released. Cho-Hee seethes inside every time she sees him – Si-Ho, the boy whose steady gaze now feels like a judicious dagger plunged directly into her heart. Her obsession should be humiliating enough; what galls her most, however, is that it remains utterly one-sided, never reciprocated by its object. So, why not let her guilt-ridden infatuation destroy them both? Si-Ho, sensing Cho-Hee's secret vulnerability, proposes a twisted bargain: he'll pretend to return her affections if only she agrees to salvage his equally doomed fixation, Lee-Tae. For years, Si-Ho had convinced himself that unrequited adoration was all he deserved anyway; but when faced with Cho-Hee's desperation, something about her discomfiting sincerity rattles him. Thus begins a delicate waltz among these three broken souls – insatiably drawn together yet hell-bent on mutual self-destruction.